another shift

I've shifted (again).

http://xandyaxes.blogspot.com

Shifted

Sad to say.....I have moved!!!!
It's hard to bid goodbye to blogger *sob sob*, but i have no choice. This blogger is giving me too many problems..and i intend to go for a more organised one...yeah!


^click!my new blogsite

Desperate for job

Something is really wrong with Blogger...

Liu Bing rejected my offer...*sob sob*
I tried out another recruitment offer....hope i can get it...
anyway, i think it is pretty difficult for the employers to employ me, since i'm having my stupid special sem..
well, please pray for me that I'll get it this time....

There will be quiz next week for this module...so fast...
exams just over, and quiz is coming...OMG!
anyway, i hope i can pass for this module..it's interesting..really...I love to watch the video, and reading the book that we are supposed to buy...I learnt alot from this module lar..
haha...hope it will not be too difficult...i just wanna have an enjoyable holiday... :)

alright, I have nothing much to jot down...
have been busy helping my dad out with his work...yar, carrying goods and training my muscles k..haha..just feel happy when i am able to help out, and lessen my parents' loads, in a way or another. They feel happy when I help them too. Yup, so I will continue to help them until I find a job. :)

shall go bathe now... *smelly smelly*


ps: i feel very sad...so many unfortunate events happened around me...really pray hard that 二舅 will be fine...hope he can see again...*praying hard*

Over the weekend.

F**K!

Whatever i've typed were deleted upon publishing...
pardon me for being vulgar...But it's really pissing me off..
think i will search for an alternative blogger...
yar, i've forgotten much of what i wanna write....

so, i'll try my best to RECAP.

Here it goes...

So much things happened...
I went to SingHealth polyclinic last saturday at about 9am for a so-called checkup...
The waiting time was really long..imagine, i reached there at about 9plus, and i only get to see the doctor at 11.45am...
yes, thank god that boi came at about 10plus to accompany me..hehe...
The visit was a disappointment...the doctor doesn't even seem to be interested with her work..She could diagnose and chat on the phone at the same time...boi was pissed off with her attitude..
yar, never go polyclinic again...boi said, next time will go to private clinic, better service, better doctors, shorter waiting time....though more expensive..hey, at least i can get a doctor who treats his/her patients seriously k...
she everything also say no problem, and i really doubt her...did a blood test, and i'm gonna see her again for my next appointment..now come to think of it, why can't she just let me wait for the results, since i was there and made me travel again...so angry.

then we travelled to Central for lunch...i had a healthy meal...酿豆腐...
we then went to Bugis to make my specs, and kino to look for a book that boi wanted...but to no avail...i bought a SUDOKU book...haha..
went to boi's house...
I wasn't feeling well then, felt sleepy and had a bad running nose..
slept for awhile while waiting for boi's parents to buy food back...
boi and his sis were watching some taiwan variety show on food that made them hungry....haha...they were complaining why their parents weren't home....but i was too weak to respond..
had a good dinner...
the day ended happily...

On sunday,
i woke up at 8am to rush all the housework...and i managed to finish them by 10plus...haha...
boi came over to fetch me at 11am..
and we thought of going to Great World City before heading to Red Hill...I've never been there before...and boi went there once...so, we took out a useful source -- Street Directory...but, we never managed to reach there...coz we missed the important route...yar, I saw the map wrongly...it's one-way route, not two-way...haiz~
we ended up parking at boi's office and walked all the way to CITYLINK!!!! *phobia*
went MPH to search for the book...and again, couldn't find..we walked back to the carpark and sat inside reading newspaper to waste time...haha...coz we can't think of a place to go..
so when time's up, we headed down to Red Hill....btw, that day was boi's maternal grandparents' birthdays...and it's my first time seeing them and his relatives from his mother's side...
they were overall, quite friendly..haha..had buffet lunch before we travelled to vivocity with boi's family...
boi bought a set of SPIDERMAN and VENOM figurines...yar, that made him so happy throughout the day...he could stare at them the whole day for dunno what reason...but he is so child-like..haha...
we had Sushi Tei for dinner....yup, I still think Waraku is better...ok, my personal comment..
nothing much happened then..

phew~
i managed to pour out my thoughts...haha...

going NTU later for lesson...a bit sian...
and Dr. Liu Bing still have not replied my email...looks like my part time job at Brady is gone...*pout*
maybe will go Changi General Hospital later after my lesson to visit 二舅...coz he was hospitalised yesterday night, suffering from kidney and heart problems...hope he is fine...

alright, enjoy your holidays.....

*pray that this post is published*

Post-exam syndrome

Is it true that people will feel lost after exams?
I am.
Still trying to gather my thoughts and organise them...

My throat started to sore today, and the feeling was terrible. Can my body be sickness-free?
OMG.
Was quite lost today, not sure what I should do.
SO, i ended up playing Sims...haha...oopz~
yar, i deserve a slap. My parents need my help, and i'm there playing games.
anyway, i like to help, but i dislike sitting at the shop and do nothing..nvm..

helped my sister to tabulate the marks..
really terrible, so many failures..
and her colleague joked that seeing the results of that class, people will think that the total marks is 20 instead of 40...it's quite funny, only i'm not good at telling jokes..yes.
Saw the whole pile of exam papers my sister need to mark...woah, her Saturday will be gone..
her job is so sacrificial...and earn so little..not worth it...
students called her late at night to ask her Maths, when the next day has Maths exam!!!
WTH, so last-minute, burn midnight oil oso wun do well lor..
then they still blame my sister for teaching too fast, when she is actually so way behind time.
my sister rebutted that they should raise hand and ask questions when they dun know...
but, well....students are "customers" in school...they are always right...
so, maybe this is the reason why the quality of education declines in our country.
enuf say of this..

Finally has something meaningful to do tomorrow.
I will be going for a checkup...haha..
hope i will be fine, though i am prepared for the worst...
(so contradicting)

alright, I will blog less, I think...reason being, my mother doesn't like me to blog..for whatever reason it is...
she is my mum, so she is right...
yar, i'm treating her like my customer..haha....then, my tolerance level can be maximised...
well, we were never in good terms, so why should i wish for a better?
i'm happy with my present life lar, with some sadness added from the hurt my mum gave....
trying to psycho myself to be optimistic...haha...
i'm quite good at it, till now..
no matter how bad the matter is, i've learnt to pause and find an optimistic way to look at the situation...so, hopefully it will work for long...

it's better to make yourself feel forgiving and happy, rather than angry and sad..
you may say, who dun know this...
but, you may be surprised, they know, but they never put it into practice...haha..

ok ok, my throat is killing me...
should go sleep early..
Good night, people.

last paper of the semester

time really flies soooooOO fast...
my last paper is in less than 24hrs' time...
i think i'm quite prepared...but still, I'm fearful of it...who knows what questions were those professors come up with and kill all of us? haha..
shall not think so much about it, as it will only make my heart pump faster and my mind work slower...
anyway, i'm not really worried about my exams, but more for my health...

i'll be going for a medical checkup this saturday....it sounded scary to me, as I wouldn't know the outcome..
anyway, I'll just pray that everything will be fine...

i would wanna do a lot of things after exam...hehe...
i know many people have finished theirs, hey, mine is coming to an end soon too...hehe...
yar, i envy you guys who can sit down at home and shake legs while watching tv...my turn will come soon.. :)
oh, no no...my turn wun come..i wun wanna waste time doing nothing and let time drifts past...i'll make full use of every waking hour to do something I want to -- to make full use of your life, to live life without regrets, to do everything that I want.


"It's a blessing to be able to wake up and see today, coz you wouldn't know whether you will have such privilege tomorrow. So, live life to the fullest and of course, thank it for having able to see the 'today' everyday." ~ me

NY 30th Anniversary & random

Saturday
I almost decided not to attend, coz my friends can only reach there at 5.30pm...
then, boi called me to go there and accompany him as the guest-of-honour will only come at 5pm...so, i went...
I really hate taking bus 133...it takes forever to come...nvm, shall not elaborate on the travelling part.

So, i reached there...there was so many people, and it's quite hard for me to find boi...actually it's easy, only I can't find..haha...
saw Waifu, angie and Darwin (boi's ex-classmates)...they told me where boi was, and i finally saw him...the sound system area...under the stairs..haha..how would i see?
ok, then hy reached early, so at least I got a company...haha...then saw marie, cy and linah..
bought a pair of bears wearing NY uniform, a male and a female..hehe...they will deliver to me in June...the bears are lovely..
oh, we saw Mr Tan (our physics tutor), still the same, and he said the 3 of us still stick together...haha...
then we saw Mr Lee (our chem tutor)...as usual, his jokes that we'll never understand...he told us that the only two buildings that were not demolished are the R block and the old library...but you wun know that they were old blocks, coz everything has changed...there is even a squash court at R block k...haha...
the labs were much much nicer than those we had in the past...*pout*
there is only one thing that never change, the container classroom...haha...coz there are not enough classrooms for the students, so some students still study in container classrooms...but new ones..

each of us has one goodie bag, which contains a CD-rom and a book of wishes contributed by all ex- and current NYJCians...boi's face was inside too, coz he wrote something inside..haha..then realised that boi's business friends were also from NY through the book...these are wonderful memories...
i left the compound at about 8pm, where everything ends...coz i need to wait for boi..hehe..
we then travelled to hougang for dinner before heading to his house to watch tv..sounds weird...

Sunday
met boi at 11am lidat and started to get the necessities..
we parked at Paradiz Centre, and we went Parkmall for lunch before we started walking to PS to get boi new working apparels..
then, we had fruit juices while we continued to walk to Ngee Ann City..as usual, I had Carrot & Celery, while boi had Green Apple...and he was complaining that his green apple juice had celery taste...lolz~
he isn't the first one who complain everytime I drink such juice..lalala..
At Ngee Ann City, we went Kino to look at books, and boi bought his favourite mag, Fortune..
then, we went Best Denki to get my mum's steamboat...we couldn't have time to shop, and we had to head back to Paradiz Centre to get rid of the heavy appliance..poor boi, he was the one carrying it throughout the walking journey..but he never even moan..hehe... *give him a hug*
we then travelled back to his house, coz he didn't know where to go..
nothing much to say for the rest of the day...I got a hello kitty pen from his sister..hehe...yup, that's all..


back to study...